A Moment of Great
For the longest time, I believed I had this type of "fault" where I always wanted to see how trustworthy some people are, but life has brought to my attention that it was never my fault it was my intuition. Like all classic scenarios, I failed to listen to my intuition... because for one reason or another I was hopeful that maybe - just maybe I would be wrong...wanting so badly for it to turn out the way I wanted. This is when I realized , "when your heart wants what is not available to you, your always looking in the wrong direction." When I want what is not for me - it won't work, and it certainty won't make me better.
Knowing something positive isn't going to come from something/someone who is leaving you feeling suspicious should be intellectually obvious, but for some people (like me) it doesn't become obvious until it you feel it internally.
I can't speak for everyone, but all I know is those who keep bringing out something in me that makes me better where I am weak, isn't worth walking away from . Whether they are in my life forever or temporarily, they bring something "great" and sometimes one moment of "great" is all we need to teach us a lesson of a lifetime.