For the longest time, I believed I had this type of "fault" where I always wanted to see how trustworthy some people are, but life has brought to my attention that it was never my fault it was my intuition . Like all classic scenarios, I failed to listen to my intuition... because for one reason or another I was hopeful that maybe - just maybe I would be wrong...wanting so badly for it to turn out the way I wanted. This is when I realized , " when your heart wants what is not available to you, your always looking in the wrong direction ." When I want what is not for me - it won't work, and it certainty won't make me better. Knowing something positive isn't going to come from something/someone who is leaving you feeling suspicious should be intellectually obvious, but for some people (like me) it doesn't become obvious until it you feel it internally. I can't speak for everyone, but all I know is those who keep bringing out something ...
PART 1: What’s wrong with me? A question many women I know, personally, tend to ask when things don’t go right in relationships. A question I even ask myself, sometimes. Well, tell me, what is wrong with you? Tell me, what is wrong with me ? There you go…there’s our answer. The very fact we doubted ourselves enough that we had to ask that question. Its so simple, yet so complicated. Its been said that, “whether you think you can or you can’t – your right.” I can honestly say I believe this with all my heart…the only problem is… I haven’t mastered it. Could everything I was against be all that I could love? Could everything I worried about in “relationships” be apart of my greatest joy? Possibly.