Single. Sexy. Free

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When I was younger I always thought I would be a little more brave about "certain" things as i grew older, but it seems it has turned out quiet the opposite.

Sometimes it seems like life would be so much easier with JUST being selfish and worrying about me. No one could ever hurt me if i didn't let them in, and for some weird reason I rather be lonely then have all the problems that could occur - again.

Actually, I shouldn't call it "lonely" because I'll always have my friends and family. Besides, just because a person doesn't have a significant other doesn't mean their doomed to be sad or feel emptiness. There's something about being in the moment of "single- ism" LOL that has brought me true happiness. To be honest, its when I'm single i truly fulfill my happiest moments!? Crazy. Maybe its because the only person who can give me full attention is myself. Its interesting because when i think about being in a relationship...it scares me. LOL I take that back - I'm afraid the past will repeat itself.

Two years ago i was in the same position...single, happy and confident. Then i thought i met the man of my dreams and he turned out to be the devil's son. LOL It completely ruined my thoughts about getting close to someone all over again....

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